Sunday, November 8, 2009 I'm feeling ever so stressed out. Coping with personal sutffs and school stuffs is getting harder and surprisingly harder in the holidays.
How I wish there's someone to share the burden though I know I am on my own.
Don't think about it!
Just So You Know
I Couldn't Tell You
But I Hope That You Would Understand
My Difficulties Shall Not Be Told
Not In Front Of You
For Your Smile Would Fade Away
-RVC PuaBuaiTo
Be With The Wind And Sail With The Breeze
3:21 PM
Saturday, November 7, 2009 It's the end and it's been a whole long year. Thinking about it, there's a sense of regret of not doing such and such when we were together. Remorse for hating others, joy for laughing together. All is coming to an end. We will be heading to our different ways but deep in our hearts, we know we are always together.
I can't really write touching stuffs but all I want to say is 2Abstract rocks. Hope that I had made my right choices and enter a good class. However, I know 2Abstract will always be Unique and ABSTRACT!!!!
Farewell.
Just So You Know
I Couldn't Tell You
But I Hope That You Would Understand
My Difficulties Shall Not Be Told
Not In Front Of You
For Your Smile Would Fade Away
-RVC PuaBuaiTo
Be With The Wind And Sail With The Breeze
11:19 PM
Monday, November 2, 2009 The resolution to change is indeed hard. But that doesnt mean I won't try.
Just So You Know
I Couldn't Tell You
But I Hope That You Would Understand
My Difficulties Shall Not Be Told
Not In Front Of You
For Your Smile Would Fade Away
-RVC PuaBuaiTo
Be With The Wind And Sail With The Breeze
11:09 PM
Oh......Dilema!
Did exercises yesterday. Wow tired my legs TTM.
Nothing to do other than stoning.
That's it lol!
Just So You Know
I Couldn't Tell You
But I Hope That You Would Understand
My Difficulties Shall Not Be Told
Not In Front Of You
For Your Smile Would Fade Away
-RVC PuaBuaiTo
Be With The Wind And Sail With The Breeze
2:09 PM
Tuesday, October 27, 2009 Choir Practice today. You know as usual one of those solemn practice. A lecture from Miss Tham and I think we have been lectured more than we can ever have.
Choir is not only about singing but in one way or another, teaches how to live your life.
Attitude. Hmm. The most important thing.
So, to improve on it maybe I should do something.
First step is probably to blame others for scolding me. Yeah I always hate it when people reprimand me and obviously I would like scold back or something. Well that's a attitude problem I have right here. So, what I can do is not to scold back but instead accept it and change accordingly.
The next step is probably to do what I know should do. More often than not, I or maybe We know what's th thing to be done or should be done. But in the end, we do not follow. Thinking of it it's quite stupid but it's still all bout the attitude. To have an attitude to change and do what we know should do is important.
To change is important I must say. It takes time but in the end we will see the results.
"If you want the Rainbow, you must stand up to the Rain."
P.S A new warm up called ZING ZING ZING haha!
Just So You Know
I Couldn't Tell You
But I Hope That You Would Understand
My Difficulties Shall Not Be Told
Not In Front Of You
For Your Smile Would Fade Away
-RVC PuaBuaiTo
Be With The Wind And Sail With The Breeze
9:45 PM
Monday, October 26, 2009 Bored. Bored.Bored.
Running at 4 P.M later.
oh ya. . . I don't know why but some just like to poke into other people's business and complain bout it so much when the person is not even in the thing.
Just So You Know
I Couldn't Tell You
But I Hope That You Would Understand
My Difficulties Shall Not Be Told
Not In Front Of You
For Your Smile Would Fade Away
-RVC PuaBuaiTo
Be With The Wind And Sail With The Breeze
12:11 PM
Friday, October 16, 2009 Do you really think that I don't mind. For goodness sake I have my own DIGNITY. Who do you think you are to criticise who I am or what I am. I have tolerated for a few months and now you have really gone overboard. Do you really think that when I laugh it off it means I don't mind. No. It just meant that I do not want to ruin this friendship. But you don't even appreciate my efforts. Now there you are taking advantage of it and you had crossed the line. Do you really know how it feels like? I bet no. The worst thing is you are my best friend. But you are actually hurting me. Seriously, if you think it's fun I am telling you it is NOT. Somethings are not meant to be said but in this case, you really seem not to know. Or even worse, maybe you know it but you took advantage of my "ever-so real" facade. It really hurts me you know. At times, I pretended not to know, not to hear and not to notice but you though it was fun and you went further further.
You had crossed my line and I am very serious. Just who do you think you are? Do you really think you are that important? Once was enough. Twice was probably a mistake. Thrice? Forget it it's more than 3 times I had bet it's uncountable. Now, you can say goodbye to the "Laugh it off Let it go." Wei Yang. Instead, I shall not falter nor hesitate to do whatever I need to do if you crossed that line again. I had given out warnings alright, I hope you know.
If you think you are not at fault, then we're through. I shall not let you have your way. You shall taste what it feels like.
This is it.
Just So You Know
I Couldn't Tell You
But I Hope That You Would Understand
My Difficulties Shall Not Be Told
Not In Front Of You
For Your Smile Would Fade Away
-RVC PuaBuaiTo
Be With The Wind And Sail With The Breeze
10:21 PM